What is Being Normal?

to laugh

to have friends

to dress up and go out

to have new experiences

to try new cuisines

to travel

to earn and grow money

to have a family

Why is this not normal?

to grieve on losing someone, from the very family we were part of ? Having a family is recommended, but if you lose someone from same family, you are expected to move one?

to not want to travel after you lost someone, with whom you used to travel?

to not want to eat the things which the person you lost, loved eating and that memory is too hard to handle?

to not want to try new experiences, as you are still not able to let go off things you did with your person?

to not want to laugh as laughing makes you cry?

to not want to earn money as the sole reason you were working and earning was for the person you lost?

to not have friends, as now these superficial relations no longer matter?

I am too tired of trying to be normal now, too tired to try as well.

This is my new normal: Sulking, sad, introverted human -just serving my time here on the earth.